Emil Nekola (
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Getting shot through space would be traumatic if you weren't asleep and/or being beamed through it at the speed of life itself. It only felt like he'd had a long, restless sleep when Emil's eyes opened to focus blearily not on the smooth metal ceiling of his tiny apartment, or, more often than not, someone else's, but on the generically spackled ceiling of a hotel room in Malay. He was sure he was dreaming at first; he'd had dreams like this before, where he was back on earth and preparing to go about his day, at least until someone new happened out of the bathroom, or turned over beside him in the bed, but a quick glance around told him the one thing that made his heart sink straight into his stomach.
"Reno?"
Silence. just wind and surf and birds outside the cracked open window, and his own pulse plodding along strangely placidly.
He checked his phone to confirm what the date was, finding himself only a little bit alarmed to find out that time had passed here. Not much, but some. Enough to have taken up his vacation before he had to head home and begin arranging for the next winter sports season.
It would go like that for months after arriving back home and settling back into his routines. Wake up, work out, practice, visit with friends and family, with the underlying feeling that something was just off. It almost felt wrong just going back to his life now.
Sometimes, he'd try to talk to a concerned friend asking questions. Explain that he wasn't sleeping well. Making an effort to rationalize that he wasn't unjustified in feeling like something was missing or wrong. He had so much on his phone that confirmed what he already knew: this "dream" of his, about all of these people he'd met, couldn't be fake. He had photos taken of the park, of ladies he'd made friends with, of interesting people he'd met in the observatory or at the rink, of Koller and Reno and Mo Guanshan and Sam. He still had messages from some of them.
He reread those a lot as time went on. He couldn't possibly have fabricated those, surely. He'd start doubting every so often, wondering if it was all an elaborate, staged thing, like he'd been brainwashed. He joked that he'd been abducted by aliens, which did throw off some concern with the humor of it, but feeling so left of center never really stopped.
Even when the world started turning into the sort of low-key hell that had always been predicted by the sci-fi writers of the last century, Emil kept going. He went to the finals another few times, even making it to the Four Continents, with a piece that he'd choreographed on his own, to a remixed piece that he'd once worked on when he was still in his "dreamstate". That year he dressed in red with a yakuza-style phoenix emblazoned on his costume's back.
The summer after, he opted to take time off from his normal busy schedule to spend time close to home with his family, to reflect on what he wanted to do with the few years he had left in his skating career. He only had a few years left in him after all, as his body filled out and matured. He'd kept his hair short and feathery, but let his beard grow fuller and make his face much more mature. He walked the streets of Prague like anyone would the streets of home, having moved here the year prior after leaving his parents' home. It had been a move advised by his coach and some well-meaning publicists after some suspicious occurrences, including redirected phone calls and some increasingly freaky "fan-mail" that had apparently never had a name or return address attached. He'd been curious, but followed the advice nonetheless, if only to keep his actual fans from going on some kind of witch hunt.
Pulling out of his distraction for a moment, he stops in his meandering path through a small city park to sit and take a moment to zone out, a tablet in his lap for his fingers to flick across mindlessly. It's become home to a massive photo gallery, transferred from his phone when it was finally on the verge of death. The background of it is, predictably, a starfield, though if anyone looked closely enough at it they would realize that it isn't the view from anywhere on earth. In one corner of the image is a figure standing without paying attention, a shock of red hair tied and twisted into a haphazard bun over a simple tshirt, hint of tattoo peeking from the collar. Emil finds himself glancing back at it as he scrolls through an article linked from his Twitter feed, barely absorbing a word as his mind wanders.
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"Old man Bugenhagen was pretty old. Older than people in your world get, evidently. We'll probably age at a completely different rate, but for now, anyone that matters can just assume what they like. By the time we get that old, we'll probably live off the grid or something with a hundred dogs and wrestle bears under waterfalls."
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"You should tell my brothers all the stories from your world. They love tales of action and intrigue. They'll tell anyone that listens all about being mob contacts, smugglers, elite information brokers. They'll love you, even without knowing you're not bullshitting them."
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"Well, I mean, I'll have to come up with a good overlap tale so I present as a citizen but have stories about some foreign country. I can keep most of it on the down-low because obviously wouldn't want them accidentally involved in my nefarious past."
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He can't say he's not looking forward to being with Reno in the physical aspect again. He misses the closeness, the intimacy, even in the more unorthodox things they did together. He smiles to himself after a moment's thought, eyes closing as he shifts around in front of the other man again.
"You know what I miss most though? Just laying there, talking and going slow for hours, as many times as we could. Like going for endurance, but in the laziest way possible."
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"I haven't had sex in two years and I'm not really in a position to start fantasizing right now," the redhead adds with a soft huff of frustration, turning his back to the skater and doing a tight little figure-eight to right himself from his lean.
"I miss you. I don't give a shit about anything else. I could give up sex if I had to. Just seeing your stupid face..." he sighs, shaking his head and turning to drift backwards away from Emil.
"I feel like I can keep living in this shit-hole as long as I can see you. Even if I can't have you."
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"And my couch is always on offer if you might want it. It's big and firm, very comfortable to sprawl out on." There, an innocent segue out of boner territory.
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"Trust me...there's a lot of fuckin' temptation in this country. There's all kinds of shit I would totally do but...I had more important stuff going on, y'know?" he snorts, smiling vaguely and raking a hand through messy red hair.
"You think we wouldn't fool around if I stayed over? You wanted to start over...Go slow..."
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He hums quietly, pushing himself along on one skate with the other held up just behind the first. "You remember the first night I stayed with you. We didn't do anything but talk. About you, about stars. You forewarned me about coming to see you and everything. There were plenty of times afterward too, when I just wanted to stay in with you instead of handing myself to other people, just...hanging out, watching a movie, napping. We'll be fine. I think the most I'd ask of you is a kiss goodnight." No matter how he might have liked to fall back into old rhythms, it's still important to him to keep his promise.
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"So invite me over."
Simple enough, putting the ball in Emil's court, making him responsible for the speed at which they moved. He himself would be a poor decision-maker in that regard. If he could just...reach out...pull him in. Then again, what's a hug? So he turns abruptly, sliding out in front of Emil, colliding roughly. He keeps them both up, arms wrapping around the other man, face tucking between neck and shoulder as he just stands there holding Emil, breathing in the scent of him. Nothing more, nothing less. Just reconnecting, physically, without pressure for more.
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"Alright." He would, when they got back to his building. He'd invite Reno up just to stay the night in the most innocent capacity he could manage.
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"You two done?" he asks, gesturing vaguely to a few people who started skating on the far end of the rink, trying to be unobtrusive to the apparent couple.
"Not hardly, but if that's my queue to bounce, I can collect my money and head out," Reno drawls smugly, arching a brow slowly and rubbing his fingers together in the universal gesture for money. He keeps an arm around Emil, pressing their bodies together, unwilling to let go immediately. He still releases the other man after a few moments, leaning back a bit and shrugging.
"Maybe next time we could go where you practice. Might be nice to be on a full-size rink. I can only imagine what I could pull off if I didn't have to stop so fuckin' soon on straights."
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He's waylaid on his way out though, someone recognizing him among the little group of skaters and approaching with enthusiastic chatter. He shakes his head at the question of whether he was here practicing for the next season, why would he be in such a small rink, when would he be announcing his theme for the season, and more, some questions about the handsome redhead he'd been clinging to. He tries to be gracious and enthusiastic right back, but he's anxious to get going.
When he does eventually manage to politely ease out of the conversation he's more than a little embarrassed, looking back at Reno apologetically before he heads off to actually do what he'd meant to to begin with. He stops on a bench to at least remove his skates first.
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"Yeah...don't take too long," he mutters, snorting a soft laugh before heading over to shake Ondrej down. By the time Emil comes back, Ondrej looks a little wore for wear, grumbling and rubbing a sore shoulder where Reno had knuckled him a few times. Boys being boys.
Reno had stopped long enough to watch the exchanges, wondering if he should pull the man out or not. Eventually he wanders over, leaning against the wall and arching a brow before sliding next to Emil, tugging his own laces off.
"You oughta tell 'em I'm your ingenue or some shit. Stir the pot. Get people talkin'. If there's a record of you toting me around, we can cover and say I've been on your radar for a long time. Make it sound even more likely that I've been in the country a while. I'm pretty good at the whole fake identity thing by now."
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When the man plopped down beside him, he leans his shoulder against Reno's and works his skates off, laying them aside on the ground.
"It's mostly true too, there was just a lapse in my being able to work with you for a while. Just change names and dates around a little bit to fit and it's entirely believable."
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"If the others remember at all, I bet they'd back up the story. At least Otabek would, anyways. And Vaclav, though he's not much of a character witness," Reno chuckles, freeing his feet and setting his skates aside, wiggling tingling toes.
"You take me where you want me to skate, I'll skate. But you're gonna take some lessons from me. No arguments. If you don't do the training I set for you, I won't skate. I'll just lay there and make a spectacle and completely embarrass you. You know I will."
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"Well, it's worth considering. That's still a way off, though, and may be a moot point by then. We'll see. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to stay in your life," Reno murmurs, clearing his throat and lifting the skates.
"Be right back. I'm gonna put these away and change. I ain't walkin' around in public in fuckin' jeggings," he snorts, nudging Emil gently as he passes. Sure enough, he's in and out, wandering back over in his painfully loud shirt, damp hair a riot of spikes.
"Where to next? I'm at your disposal for the day, my dear."
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Maybe his tone is a little too hopeful. But as much as Reno doesn't want to be left alone now, neither does Emil, and at times like this it definitely shows. He bends to pick up his skates to return to the front desk, wishing he'd thought to bring proper training gear in the first place. Next time, when they went to his normal rink, he'd be much better prepared.